drama king

Bihasa sa wikang tagalog.
Magaling (daw) magluto (pero ‘di pa ako nakatikim ng luto nya).
Mahilig sa badminton.
Minsan sumasama sa fun run (lalo na pag organize ng “kapatid” o kaibigan hehe).
Masipag at masinop na guro at moderator.

Masarap kakwentuhan.
Talakayan at pag uusap na di matapos-tapos.
Kasabay tumawa.
Kausap sa mga kwentong ‘di maubus-ubos.

Salamat sa mga dapit-hapon na dumadaan ka dito sa opisina para makipag kwentuhan at kumustahan. Masaya ako sa iba’t-ibang kwento mo, walang dull moment. Malalim kang kausap puno ng sense at depth. Amaze din ako sa zeal at passion mo sa buhay. Aliw ako sa pagkabibo mo. Minsan may pagkasuplado ka pero alam ko ika’y nagpapakatotoo. Nakakaaliw ang pagkaprangka, mabiro at seryoso.

Sa mga kwentong dasal, alon o kapanatagan, salamat sa pagbabahagi. Sa drama ng buhay na naikwento mo, marami akong natutunan. Sa mga oras na babad sa buko juice, sa paglibre ng ice cream at pasalubong na spaghetti, sa pagbabahagi ng sarili na kasalo ang kape, sa mga plano at trabahong pinagtulungan-maraming salamat.

Kunting panahon lang tayo nagkasama at naging magkaibigan, para sa akin ‘yun ay makahulugan.

As you go and continue your way bring with you my best wishes and prayers, may you never run out of reasons and strength to love in moments of consolations and desolation. May you remain committed as you embrace this life and nurture your vocation. I will remain to be your prayer warrior. I will miss you my friend. Take care, dear brother. The one and only, Drama King.

call

for more than a month already, this is my welcome song at sunshine, closing song at sunset and lullaby at moonlight.... there are stories behind the sounds, thoughts in between lines and heartbeats as it bring butterflies in my heart...

it started out as a feeling
which then grew into a hope
which then turned into a quiet thought
which then turned into a quiet word

and then that word grew louder and louder
'til it was a battle cry

i'll come back
when you call me
no need to say goodbye

just because everything's changing
doesn't mean it's never
been this way before

all you can do is try to know
who your friends are
as you head off to the war

pick a star on the dark horizon
and follow the light

you'll come back
when it's over
no need to say good bye

now we're back to the beginning
it's just a feeling and now one knows yet
but just because they can't feel it too
doesn't mean that you have to forget

let your memories grow stronger ans stronger
'til they're before your eyes

you'll come back
when it's over
no need to say good bye

{this song also goes to the 3 bachelors that i have been blessed to share a beautiful friendship for the last 2 years. God bless you and i will surely miss having you around.tc)

friday*

My week had been perfect until Mr.Bomb told me the news.
I was disappointed; I was expecting to hear the opposite of it.
But I am more saddened by the fact that he can’t explain why.
The day went through with my heart processing in silence the confusion within.
Hearing the mass did not appease the turmoil inside me.
I can’t find someone to talk to, everyone is busy.
I went to centro hoping that change of air will make me feel better.
To no avail, nothing different happened.
The solitary dinner gave me some sort of comfort but anxiety within lingers.

I decided to have an early night.
While on my way home, I received a text message from Drama King inviting me for a cup of coffee (his treat)
Whoa! What a surprise…
In our designated meeting place, I saw two friends with their bright smiles amidst the pouring rain.
I vowed my head in silent prayer of thanksgiving – Thank you God for sending not just one angel but two of your best ones.

We had ice cream as I poured out my heart. I felt better after sharing my thoughts. I knew I was not alone I was blessed to have two angels with their hidden wings and loving hearts embracing me with the warmth of friendship.
To celebrate the night, we had a bucket full of buko juice, talking, discussing stories and sharing thoughts about our future plans.

It dawned on me the reality that in few weeks time we will go separate ways, but I’m deeply happy for having them as my friends, I must have done something good for God to allow me to have friends like them.

Drama King and Running Warrior, thank you—my Friday angels. ♥♥♥

ticktack

The countdown begins
One day at a time...

Every sunrise, every sunset
I’ll spend them with you
Every smile, every frown
I’ll share them with you
Every surprise, every expectation
I make them come true
Every success, every triumph
I’ll celebrate them with you
Every tear drop, every downfall
I’ll cry with you

The countdown begins
Every heartbeat,
Will be for you
Until our last day
together

[for hope green and violet ranger, until the end]
♥♥♥

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you make me like you each time you said my name
your voice is such a beautiful music to my ears
each time i see your smile my heart leaps for joy
your presence brings gladness that makes my days happier
i'm truly grateful that you are here.

tough days are coming
the countdown begins
i'm staying.
♥

ayAW

ayokong lumipas ang mga oras
gusto ko manatili ang bawat sandali
pwede bang hindi umusad ang mga araw
hindi dumating ang bukang liwayway
hindi sumapit ang dapit-hapon
at hindi masilayan ang sinag ng buwan.

gusto ko ang ngayon...
hindi ka akin pero ikaw ay nandyan
hindi hawak ang iyong mga kamay
pero malapit at abot-tanaw
hindi pag-aari ag iyong puso
pero alam ang pakiramdam.

konting panahon pa,
muli na namang mabibiyak ang aking puso
ulit mararanasan ang kawalan at pagkabigo
dahil
sa nalalapit mong paghakbang palayo.

(isang malungkot na tula, katha ang isang kaibigan na nasa gitna ng isang madramang proseso ng usaping puso. Salamat Hope Green sa pagbabahagi ng tula at kwento, hangad ko ang iyong kaligayahan. Nandito lang ako ♥)

HT

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba
Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We're happy together
So happy together
Happy together
So happy together
So happy together (ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba)

[UC had been practicing this song for several days already and every time they sing --a smile crosses my lips and my heart skips a beat. There is only one memory that lingers-- the story of you. It's good to see you again today, once more, I was taken by your smile, Angel Gabriel. toinks♥]

f*ing

ngiti sa labi
na hindi mapigil
at walang mapagkublihan.

kiliti sa puso
na may kakaibang pakiramdam
tila ba bumabalik ang mga nakaraan.

Kumusta ka na?
Saan ka na nakatira?
May asawa ka na kaya?
O baka dalaga at malaya?

ginugunita ko yung unang pakikita
sa isang seminar
ika’y napagmasdan
at nabighani ng kagandahan.

nadaan din sa isipan ang mga awitin ng kahapon
ano na nga ba ang tono noon?
marahil ang mga tugtugin ng gitara
ay muling maaalala kapag nakita kita.

naalala ko yung kwento ng ice cream
hay, bakit may mga paru-paro sa aking tiyan?
at sa tuwing kakain nito
may nagugunitang kwento tungkol sa’yo.

ngiti sa labi na 'di mapigil
sa mga text na tila kay sayang basahin
may kakaibang mahika
ang dala sa damdamin.

may kiliti pa rin sa puso
kahit kay tagal lang panahon ang lumupas
bakit tila ang mga alaala mo
at hindi kumukupas?

hahayaan ko na lamang ito
hindi na ako masyado magtatanong
at baka ang pag-uusap ay saan pa humantong.

ngiti sa labi
kiliti sa puso
hay, san nga ba pwede ihambing
ang spark na dala ng isang ka fling?

(like what i told you these are the moments of sparks and tickles. feel it. enjoy it, but never forget the deepest desire of your heart and your greatest love. dwell in this moment, D.E.)

Sparks

There are reasons and persons who made difference in our lives. Some of them stay for a while, others do remain for a longer time. This entry is for My Moon and Stars-who brought light during dark days, who sustains love in friendship, who give reasons to smile, who holds my hands, who makes my heart happy and who asks, risks and love.
Original Sunshine, gone were the days that I neglect your texts and reject your calls. Today, I know my heart better and it’s call. You continue to brighten my days with excitement and colors but I know my choice and I embrace it. Your presence brought light during my dark days, I am deeply grateful. My apologies for the pain I caused you and thank you for understanding. Now, we know who we are and I am happy. I am your friend, I deeply care for you and will always be. Thank you for all and be happy. Cute ka pa rin para sa akin hehehe.
Summer, for all that had been and will be--you remain to be one of the best in my life. Thank you, dear friend for everything. I will treasure you and continue to grow in the friendship that we have. Stay happy and truly blessed.
George, there are days that you really surprise me with your smile and your simple gestures. My heart skips every time you amazed me. We lived in two different worlds--you are silent, I am loud. You’re home buddy, I love social life. You smile in silence, I laugh out loud. You are cautious, I am careless. You like to be alone, I love crowds. We have totally different personalities yet I’m glad that in friendship we learn to accept and love each other. Thank for your silence, simplicity, thoughtfulness and sweet smile that I usually encounter in most unexpected places and circumstances. Aaminin ko, minsan kiikilig ako sayo hahaha…
Mybok, thank you for the chocolates, books and football times. Through the years, thank you for holding my hands and loving my heart. I love you too much (that’s why we are friends). I look forward to seeing you soon and celebrate once more our beautiful heart connections. My Wednesdays are special because of you. Stay sweet and forever, i keep you in my heart. hahaha akala ng iba bf kita, toinks!
Angel Gabriel, there are moments that you really caught me off guard, in a happy way. I am grateful for the companionship we shared you helped me to be strong in my doubts and you allowed me to journey with you in your low moments. Truly we sing off beat tunes but I know together we create beautiful music. Thank you moonlight. Pinapalukso mo minsan ang puso ko hehehe
Mr Heart String, you seems to be the biggest surprise of all. You had my yes, so make sure you make most of this chance. I hope to know your world and as you would like to know mine. The distance between us and the schedule we have may not be friendly at all times. As you said there are ways to cross distance and time. Maybe, then let see... Minsan kinakabahan ako kasi baka mawalan ako ng immunity laban sa'yo hehehe...

Beyond the fleeting seasons and mysteries of life—thank you for bringing beautiful sparks in my heart--
to friendship and beyond—Cheers!
Happy Valentines!♥

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andyan ka na naman
parang kaylan lang
minsan ka lang mawala
pero bakit parang
nakakamiss ka bigla.

sana 'wag naman masanay
kasi...
alam mo na,
kumplikado ang mga bagay-bagay.

pero sa kahit anong paraan mo
palagi kang wagi
lagi mo akong napapangiti.

[inspirasyon mula sa mga ngiti ni Bb. Chi Na Ey]