Dear George,

For all the sparks that had been ignited in the past and at present still, I don’t understand all of them. There are so many things that I want to clarify, but I don't know how. Here are several questions I hope one day, I’ll be brave enough to ask you…

● Paano ka ba nagkaroon ng cellphone number ko? ‘Di mo kasi inaaamin kung bakit at paano ka nagkaroon nun (bago pa tyo naging magkaibigan).
● Alam mo ba, two years ago sabi nila (ng mga kaibigan ko) sweet daw tayo kapag magkasama, akala nga nila nililigawan mo ako, ano comment mo?
● Ano ba ang status mo ngayon at ang plano mo tungkol dito?
● Lately, mamimiss ko yung dating tayo, pero takot din akong bumalik dun, kasi dami nating pagkakaiba saka komplikasyon, ikaw ba namimiss mo din?
● Alam mo bang minsan kinikilig ako sa’yo, hindi ko alam kung bakit at ano ang gagawin ko, ano masasabi mo?

You’re one of the most complex man I’ve known in my life, you’re mysterious and unpredictable. We do not have anything in common. I do not really know you. But one thing, when you’re there I'm a certified SF, and I think you are too.
Babadapbadap *wink*
Salamat ha araw-araw mo napapasaya ang puso ko hehe...

Let’s see,
Via

ikaw na

May naibahagi ako kay kuya ilong ranger na kwento. Tuwang-tuwa sya at halos 'di na makahinga (imagine sa ilong nyang yun, kinulang ng hangin hehe). Ako din ang puso ko 'di lang lumulukso parang drop fall ang feeling. Hindi ako kinikilig, major major super duper kilig.
Nag sulat si kuya ng tula s fb, feeling ko masyado api yung isang character, kaya gumawa din ako ng tula bilang kasagutan.

para kay George, ang IKAW ni Via
waaah

Ikaw
Na sa isang sulyap lang, hatid ay kiliti sa aking puso,
Ngiti lang mula sa’yo buo na ang araw ko
At saglit na panahon ika’y maka-usap parang ako’y nasa ulap…

Ikaw
Na sobrang tahimik at ‘di masyado palakaibigan
Ang ugali at personalidad mo na kakaiba
Bihirang tumawa at hindi mahilig gumala…

Ikaw
na kapag kasama ko--
may kakaibang tibok ang aking puso
may bighaning taglay na sorpresang nararamdaman
ngunit sa mahika mong dala, ang puso ko ay sobrang masaya…

salamat sa ligayang hatid mo sa buhay ko
'di ako magsasawa, sana manatili kang--IKAW.

heart journey

Dearest February,

I was taken by surprise by the brand new year. I started a special journey last month. Up to this day I am still a pilgrim.
A traveler in search for meaning about the stirrings within, grappling to make sense of things, trying to appreciate the path I’m taking, reconsidering my choices and searching for answers.
Yes, I am discerning.
I know that my prayers are being heard and acted upon by God. But I think He wants me to dwell in this moment of uncertainty and vulnerability. His invitation at this point is to let go of my usual too analytical self and be free of my sigurista personality.
To be honest, this is tough. But it seems that after eight weeks, I’m getting used to it.
Still there is fear but there is more openness. I’m still struggling in my response but there is a deeper appreciation. I have accomplished something but there is much more to be desired.
I will be brave. I will be strong. I am always grateful for the chance to feel how to be human--fully alive, deeply loved and capable of growth.
Thank you for your days and nights that brought me to where I am now—ready for March.

One happy pilgrim,
Heartbeats

PS
Thank you dear companion, it is the grace of your presence and the generosity of your disposition that make this journey worthwhile. I hope one day we will have the deepest desire of our hearts.