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Sa ilalim ng mga tala ng una tayong magkita
Isang matamis na ngiti nag hudyat ng simula
Nag anyaya upang gumuhit ng ngiti sa labi
Kwentong pag-ibig ay nahabi.

Isang simpleng pagtatagpo
Hindi planadong pagkatataon
Isang taong naghaharap sa pagbabago
At isang pusong nagtatanong.

Sa mga pagkakataon na nag-kausap
Doon napukaw ang mga damdamin
Hindi man ninais at pinangarap
Doon nagising ang mga hangarin

Ang bawat salita ay paanyaya
Lahat ng ngiti ay saliw ng musika
Damdaming natututlog biglang napukaw
Pag –ibig o pag-ibig nga ay ikaw.

Masasayang araw ay nahabi
Nang dalawang puso sa pag-ibig nagpunyagi
Ngunit dumating ang panahon ng pag-pili
Pagkalito, balisa at sawi.

Maraming luha ang dumaloy
dagok sa puso’y kinaya at tinikom
Pag-ibig na wagas dapat bang ituloy
O itigil at pagsumikapang ang sugat ay mahilom?

Maraming araw na ang lumipas
Ang mga pait at luha ay natapos
Marahil tanggap na ang landas
Nang pag-ibig na minsa’y niyapos.

Salamat salamat sa’yo dakilang puso
Matino at wagas na pagkatao
Sa minsa’y nagkasama at nagsuyo
Tunay na nagmahal ang puso.

Hindi man pang habangbuhay ang pagmamahalan
Alam kong wagas at dakila naman
Ang dahilan ng pagpapalaya
pag alay ng buhay at lubos na pagtataya.

Papuri sa Dios sa biyayang handog
Sa pagmamahal at pag irog
Sa pait at lungkot
Lahat ng grasya kahit may takot.

Ngayong mag-kaiba na ang landas
dalangin ng bawat isa’y kasiyahan
Sa puso’y tuwa, isipa’y kapanatagan
Lahat naging makabuluhan.

Ang Dios nga ay hindi maramot
Kasi ika’y sa akin ipinahiram
Ngayo’y isinasauli nang may kasiyahan
Kasi yun ang halaga ng wagas na pagmamahalan.

21.XI.2008y

cheesinesm series 1

cheesinesm--umaapaw na chessy statements na pwedeng magpatalon ng puso, humaplos ng damdamin at pumukaw ng emosyon. Maaring sabihing corny at emo pero lahat pwedeng makarelate dito-noon, ngayon, bukas, minsan, madalang at madalas.


Sabi nila sayang ang panahon na ibinibigay ko sa’yo. Bakit kelan ba naging kawalan na hayaan ang sarili kong maging maligaya kahit minsan lang?


Hindi ako mapapagod na sabihin sa’yong miss na kita kasi yun lang ang alam kong paraan para maramdaman kong malapit ka at magkasama tayo.


Kapag sinabi kong mahal kita hindi ko sinasabing maging akin ka. Ang nais ko lamang ay maging sa’yo ako.


Ano mang pagkalito ang naidulot ko sa buhay mo--hindi ko sinasadya. Sa anumang pasya na pillin mo, huwag mong ikabahala--huwag mo akong gawing dahilan. Bagkus piliin mo yung hangad nang iyong puso--kung saan ka masaya, sapat na sa akin yun.


Sapat na napapasaya mo ako para masagot ang tanong kung gaano ka kahalaga sa akin.


Hindi ko naman sinasadyang mahulog ang loob ko sa’yo wala lang akong makitang dahilan upang hindi kita magustuhan.

Bucket List (series 1)

organizer/planner is part of my life- to sort things out and to prioritize schedules and basically to make my life easier.
the first page i write on is always the last page of my organizer. i filled it out with my bucket list- things i want to do, varying from great to non-sense, significant to unnecessary and even impossible to weird.
the bottom line is i want to experience them in a year’s time. i am now halfway of year 2009. herewith is a parcel of that bucket list and glimpses of tresured stories on how they happened.

SPLURGED. SPLURGED.SPLURGED. I bought a pair of levis jeans and a pair of crocs in one day. i am an advocate of “go local. buy pinoy.” hehe maybe i was not myself then. but i love wearing them.

VISIT A SHRINE. i did. I had a chance to visit Simala in Cebu province with my IIPOD classmates. It was a long trip going to the mountain-we sang and chatted going up. We slept all the way down. It was a heart moving experience of community in faith and boundless hope in God’s providence. deep within i know miracles do happened.
STARBUCKS TUMBLERS. I collect them. I now have 12, lost 1, broken 1 and discerning to give away 1. in the span of 30 days i got new 4 tumblers- 2 collectors item ( manila and cebu), 1 do your own ( thank you small) and 1 classic star (thank you jayr). i am hoping to have more in the future.

SNEAKED OUT. yes i did and done it with style (for lack of better term). We are not really breaking rules (specially when they are silent). A long rough road walk under the 12 noon sun, uncomfortable habal-habal ride in an unfamiliar place all for the mouth watering da vinci’s pizza, sweet chocolates and my heart’s desire- starbucks mocha frap amidst kwentong buhay (drama at saya), risks and carefree moments and igat. hehehe it was really fun. i enjoyed it.
the aforementioned are just few of the beautiful stories treasured in my heart as i took the adventure of my life and fulfilled each item in my bucket list. i am grateful for the people who accompanied me and more for the opportunity that allowed them to happened. they were indeed perfect moments.

toink

i know that before i came into your life you are already at the crossroads. if my presence adds on to the confusions and complications, i apologized. i did not planned to allow you to come too close into my life and nor did i envisioned to enter into your heart.
whatever it is that lies ahead choose the desire of your heart and embrace it. your happiness no matter what it takes is more than enough for me.

jeepney

naoogma ako na sa istoryang ini ika an kaiba ko
minsan nang nagkasabatan, nagtinohan
parehas an padumanan pero magkaiba nin dalan
nag pustahan pa kun sisay an maeenot sa padudumanan
pero an mas maogma ako ta sa katapusan kaini kita nagkanumpungan
asin sabay na mabalik kun sain man naggikan.

spikes*

isang pangarap na sapatos na minsan nang natagpuan
at minsan pang hinayaang palayain ang pagnanais
na ito ay maangkin at ariin...
isang simple ngunit makahulugang kwento, karanasan at aral--
hindi lahat ng ninais ay pwedeng makuha.

run

in life there are many things we are running away from
for the reasons we think important
when we come to a point that we are so tired
that another step,
another breath
and another leap is a lifetime away.
we will be compelled to rest for a while
then sanity comes in
and reality sinks in
most of the times
it is the running thing that make us really tired
not the things we are running away from.

wildflower

you exist unnoticed
you bloom unappreciated
yet the beauty in you
grows within
simple as it is
the true essence
of the wildflower...

libod

libod is the place where you can have glimpse and pieces of miracles...
let it touch your heart and lead you to a wonderful feeling of joy
allow the little wonders of creation amidst ordinary things
be one of the reason for life's celebration...

soundless tunes

i am sitting in front of the piano
but the pianist is not here...

the sight of a soundless piano is deafening me
for all I am hearing is the noise within...

it is hard to go through this transition but i'll make it...

one day the piano will make me happy again.
because i know a new melody is coming my way...

meanwhile, i'll let the soundless tunes play on